would you dance with me?.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

9:35 PM

so ya i got a new blog and i am still keeping this cause i have too many memories here. erm....like if anyone cared that i have a new blog....so ya...

Sunday, June 10, 2007

12:08 AM

a very SAS-y post :D I LOVE SAS!!

heeya!! ahh its like 1 am in the morning!! :D

the past few weeks has been hell for me

just because i cant freaking sleep!!!

i would go to bed at say...11/12 at night then i would just roll roll rolll roll roll until like 2/3 in the morning even then i couldnt sleep properly... then worst is that i still gotta wake up early cause my mum is making me work for her...and she is paying me like 20bucks a day..i mean its not much but i guess that'll do....if i start saving up...i'll be rich i tell ya!! haha but which means i gotta like work real real real hard like go to the clinic everyday and get my pay!! muahahah :D

im very money minded XP

eventhough i hate/dun like math....when im counting money...its always accurate XP

heheeee see i like counting money!! :D jiejie joey thought i was weirdd :D but she introduced me to...ORANGE JULIUS ICE CREAM!!!

its damn damn damn damn nice ok!!!! its like 70¢ for one cone..but its like damn worth it ok!! is sooooo damn nice!!! when i work there...im gonna get fat..=( but oh wells :D heheee

then today was boring didnt go to work today cause i woke up late XPso i didnt go to work heeee :D

then like just now i went to dinner with uncle soo and ryan :D and my family at..MOOMBA!!!

omg i loooovee moomba!!!! I LOVE SALMON RICE!!! THATS THE BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST and and daikonn!!

dinner was funn!!!! haha i learned alot of cool sciencey stuff!! hahah having a doctor daddy means hearing interesting stories about medicine the body and tons of stuffff!! :D

then i heard like tons tons tons tons tons of story about sas and the bullies from ryan...omgosshh now im like glad i didnt go to sas....

but oso like i would have loved to go to sas cause like the facillities for dance and the campus is so nice and the teaching methods are like so great!!

i sat in one of classes during the time i was there visiting the classes and stuff.

then i saw ryan so he like showed me around after his class ended

then i left my mum with the principal to talk about stuff...then he showed me around and he told me about like all the diff parts there....omgossh it was so fun walking around and talking about stuff with ryan...

he's like damn nice...but a little bit too mild and stuff so he gets bullied alot...

woah all the stories i heard tonight from him...was like damn disgusting and scary....there was this guy(name would not be mentioned :D) and he just got expelled..which i thought was a good thing :D u noe he ran around the school chasing guys with a kersone(?) can and a lighter!!omg u noe how dangerous that is!!

that is the scary one....now the disgusting one...

he would take guys t-shirts and put it in the urinal and pee on it!! disgusting ok!!!! then he would spit on ppl!! disgustingg!!!

then got this other guy...this guys is like in the 11th grade and he got like held back a year...he is like about the same age as kor...and coincedentally....this guy used to pick on my kor last time when they were young!!! omg!! he like stayed in hawaii towers last time...then they moved out. then now they moved back!! omg lucky never seen him before!! cause like from wad i heard..he sounds like damn scary!!

he would sit ryan's bus in the mornings and then he would like hit his head and spit on him!!! gross right!!!! and then i heard that he looks so ugly that just the sight of him u would feel like hitting him!! haha :D

and not to be racist or anything but both of them were indians....and they have like a gang! consisting of indians of course.... damn scary ok!!

but then after hearing all of this i still really wanted to go to sas...but my parents were scared that i would get bullied -.- like come on!! im not that mild and oso girls dun get bullied that much...so ya...but aiya the fees are like damn high and its gonna take like lots of string pulling to get me in from the moe..so ya...better not go...

BUT I STILL WANNA GO!!!! poo face =( i wish i wasnt singaporean...or at least a singaporean that studied in other countries for a long time then coming back..then i can get into sas!!

but fees ar....30k a year...damn scary ok!!!
but with the facilities...aiya i wanna go lor!!!!! arghh!!

then after dinner we all walked back to the car i was talking to ryan about the girls in the school...like whether they were as bad as the guys...he said of course not as bad as the guys but if i was like nerdy and ugly and like a "social outcast" or at least thats wad the girls there would classify the girls there...if i was any one of them...then ya i would get bullied...like real bad... but he says i wouldnt be one of those unless im liddat in school...cause he doesnt really noe..but he says i would be quite safe :D yays!!! weee haha

damn i wanna go!!! but uncle robert godley not there anymore!!! damn sad lar!! he such a nice principal!! well of the middle school that is :D wahlau i had like a reserved spot there lor!! aiyo such a waste!!!! A RESERVED SPOT OK!!! cause i got to meet the teachers and stuff and like i talked to them abit to like all the teachers of like the 8th grade cause if i was going in i would have been in 8th grade so they thought i was nice and would be a good addition...and oso my parents noes uncle robert godley veryy well so i have like met him alot of times for like dinner and lunches and i get along with his 2 little girls very well!! they are like damn cute!! haha so he likes me so i got a reserved spot there!! DO U NOE THEY HAVE A SUBWAY AND AN ORANGE JULIUS IN THE HIGH SCHOOL CANTEEN!!!! omg damn lucky lor!!!

hmph if only had enough money to go there =((( sighsss.... oh wells

i mean im not saying acs is like a bad bad school...but its just that...i seem to like to hang out with like the americans in sas...cause like the other time ryan introduced me to some of his friends both girls and guys...and they were like really nice and funny :D we got along like real fast and soon we were laughing and cracking jokes and they were like the best tour guides!! hahah :D

its like we get along faster and like they arent those types of bitchy spoiled americans but they were actually real nice and like i can relate to them and us girls just clicked :D my mum and uncle robert gave us like 3 hours to go around the school and stuff...so like we walked around like real fast and then afterwards we played basketball and pingpong and then like fooled around for like about 1 and a half hours cause we finish going around the whole school in like 1 and a half hours cause we like ran from place to place and they talked like real fast haha :D then when we rested after playing all the games we just talked about stuff like life and sports and other stuff....and its like i never really got to just talk with anyone and they made it real fun :D

thanx ryan like tons for introducing me to them!!

they were so sad that i werent going to sas =( i was sad too=(((

oh wells i just gotta get through life anyways ..

so i still love acs anyways....

not as much as before but ya still love it...

well i should go now.....byes :D

"even if life seems to be at its worst, you just gotta get through it."

Monday, June 04, 2007

10:57 PM

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3:21 PM

look!! i was bored today and i was lookin at my pics and i didnt noe how much i've changed..so i did this!! muahaahahahah!! nice?

ok so yesterday had a great time with yingzhi risa and sara downstairs!!!!

we talked about stuff, about our life in hawaii towers and how it might end at any time....and about us being the next generation the bonfire responsibility is being passed downed to!! omg it is so damn cool ok!!!

OH!! and we peeled a coconut!! again!! this is me yingzhi and risa's second time. but sara's first... it was so fun!! especially when we cracked the coconut!! all the juice flowed out and yingzhi was so sad that she didnt get to drink it... haha its ok yingzhi!!!

i dun want our many year friendship to die!!!!!

i dun want our bonfire tradition to die!!!! especially since we are already taking over soon!!

i dun want to loose all of my memories from here, having stayed here for all my life!!!

i just wanna say....

if we are seperated...

SARA LEE XINYEE
LIM YINGZHI
LEANNE CHOOK KAH YEN
RISA LONG JIA YAN

IM GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU TERRIBLY!!!

AND HAVING OUR FRIENDSHIP LASTING ALMOST ABOUT 13 YEARS....WE WOULD NOT LET IT BREAK JUST BECAUSE WE ARE SEPERATED!!! WE WILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER!!

I LOVE U GUYS!!!!! <33333333333

Saturday, June 02, 2007

3:23 PM

heys!! OMG THE HOLIDAYS ARE LIKE DAMN DAMN DAMN BORING!!!!!!!

the worst thing is that....MY FACE WAS SO PUFFY FOR LIKE 3 DAYS!!!!! PUFFY!!! AND RED!! AHHHHH! my mum said that i looked as if i gained alot of wait in just a few hours....evil right!!!

u noe... i didnt even get a chance to play anything at all since the hols started!!! not soccer, not tennis, not swimming, not bball, not anything!!!!! argghh!!! its damn irritating... i think im gonna grow fatter =( arghh i must start exercising again!!! but i dun wanna run =( i wanna dance :D heheees ok nvm

ok so ya.......

u see right....im so bored that i do stuff like this....

lame right!! hahahah seee the boredom gets to me......i made a new timetable and i just made the list of my class.....argh i dun like the hols!!!!

ok this is the very first time i actually miss school....i mean i miss having classes and i miss the chocofwenz and minyi and cough cough.... :D oh and not to mention the gay!! muahahahah poyu -.-

hahhah ooo i got some pics to show not the one from stnicks cause i lazy to bluetooth it... :D and my comp's bluetooth is screwed!!!

ok so some pics from the science enrichment course thingy...it was damn boring ok!!!!

i hearts u too lily!! muahahah poyu! why u behind!!

this pic so act cute!! hahahah its pretty nice..hahah!!!! poyu!! dun be so damn gay!!!

look a our reflection!!! muahhhahaha but u cant really see our faces.

ok then now got one damn funny pic that was taken during math one time..we finish our work already lar!

ok just look at poyu...not me...i look crappy..hahah POYU!!! U GAY !!

now i was fishing through memory cards then i found some pictures from like long long time ago on my bros bdae!! haha i look so diff!!

"look ma!!! i can cross my eyes without using my finger!!"

hhah i look so dumb!! muahaha

awwww so sweet!! me and bro!!! i love you korr!!! hehee ur hair spikier last time!!! haha
i look so babyish!!! muahahhaah

muahahah im so innocent last time!!!...hmmm wonder wad happened...hahah jkjk!!

omg!!! i do not look like myself here!!! omg!!! ahahhaha looks like i changed like tons since last time!

i lurv u kor!! muahahahha sorry never wish u happy bdae on my blog!!! but its like eons ago!!!

well 3rd of may...oh wells.....HAPPY BDAE KOR!!

ok i should so now....muahahhaah ok ..buai!!!

"thank you guys for being there for me through tall this time, but i do not deserve all of your kindness and love. i am not deserving for anyone. im sorry."

Monday, May 28, 2007

5:45 PM

OMFG!!!

TODAY IS THE BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST DAY EVERR!!!!!!!

SIXGRACE IS THE BEST CLASS EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER XINFINITY TIMES!!

firstly.... i woke up at about 730....so sleepy!!! felt so dirty and icky!! then went to the clinic and waited tobe sent to school for prop making....

then reached school a about 10.....then went to draw a fish and then paint like tons and tons of stuff.... then after that at about 1 everyone left and me, mdm ong and darren were left...darren then went to get burger king so i asked him to get me fries :D then i stoned for awhile and then waited for my mum to come...

mum came at about 140....then drove me to stnicks!!!! reached stnicks at about 2 sumthing.. :D now i shall tell ya about the time in stnicks!!!!

reached stnicks walked to the family lounge.....

was greeted by laughs and hugs and screams :D hahaasss!!! fun!!

took out my wallet for some strange reason i forgot...hehhehe then anthea went to take and go take my moneyyy!!! evill!!

after that i went to canteen with anthea......BOUGHT ORANGE BOWL!!! I LOVE ORANGE BOWL!!! OMG I FREAKING MISSED ORANGE BOWL!!! so i bought 1 dollar one....should have bought 1.50 one hahhahaas omg i missed it so much!! and then oso milo!!! stnicks milo rocks lor!!! hahaha omg i missed the food in stnicks soo much!!!!! love love love!!!!

after that stoned awhile in the family lounge with everyone and mrcai gave us this card thingy with our name onit hahaha i shall show it to u if u want to see it...but not today....maybe another time when i get all the pics :D

after that me anthea nicole and wenru went to the playground and played with the SWINGS!! and the that cagey thingy which i have no clue wad u are supposed to call it....hehhehe :D

then me and nicole started being like uber uber weird!! but wait....when was i ever NOT weird?? hahah jkjk...i started shouting....I LOVE YOU ANTHEA!!! hahahah then me and nicole made up our own 'catch phrase' well not a phrase cause its like uber long...hehhehe i shall tell it to u now...

'ANTHEA!!!!!! DO YOU KNOW THAT......WE LOVE YOU!!!! LOVEEEEEEE'

then anthea would say...
'IM NOT LESBO!!'

then me and nic would say...
'FINE!!! *pretends to be guys* WE LOVE YOU......*leanne do heart and say...*BABUM BABUM BABUM...*nicole pretends her eyes are buldging and says*BLUUUU BLUUU BLUUU.....THEN.....*MY HEART WOULD POP OUT AND NICOLE'S EYES WOULD POP OUT TOO....*'

hehheheheh sooo fun!!

then we would do our dance!!!
we do crumping and say......'we got constipation' hahah then we do twinkle twinkle stars...and say 'we got diarrhoea'

hahhah so fun!!!

then later we could hear the music from the gym for rhythimic gym...then me and nicole say that it sounded like those scenes where 2 ppl like slow run to each other liddat....hahah so then anthea went to videotape then me and nic started slo-mo running then we like acted like we were going to hug each other.....then i punched her stomache then she slapped me then i slapped her then she show middle finger then i show middle finger hahahahahah so fun!!!!!!

then after we sat around with everyone and then...mrcai go and made us all laugh!! hahahas mrcai is so damn funny!!!!!! so sad he had to leave!!! we will miss u tons mr cai!!! u are the bestest bestest bestest bestest english teacher and form teacher!!!!! sixgracians will miss u tons!! :D

then i had to leave!!! so sad!!!!! i love spending time with all u guys!!! omg i miss sixgrace sooo much!!!!!!!

I WANNA GO BACK TO STNICKS!! I WANNA GO BACK TO SIXGRACE!!!!!!

oh wells theres nothin i can do now.....i just feel like transferring class.......im guessing some of you would noe which class i wanna go to :D :D :D :D

well i should go now eating dinner....sigh i feel freaking pissed for some freaking reason..... fuck lar..... nvm...i shall just go now...

"looking back at the past, i just wished i could have done something to keep it that way. i do not want things to move on, cause moving on sucks and the present is worst"

Sunday, May 27, 2007

11:18 AM

hey yall!!

GUESS WAD IM OFFICIALLY THIRTEEN!!!! YAYSSS!!well yesterday lazy to post last night too late liao :D ok so here is wad i did yesterday on my bdae!! :D

ok so at 12 midnight yesterday i declared my bdae!! then tim called to ask about tomoro...then i could hear alf and james....stupid boys....

then i went to sleep!!!

woke up..or at least woken up by roselyn at 630 but then i told her to wake me up in 10 mins time so ya i woke up at 640 :D i showered then rushed to leave with mummy and daddy to their seminar....then i was there i helped with stuff and then the seminar started...my head hurt so badly then so my bro and i went to eat at chatterbox cause it seems that my head hurts when im hungry...hehhe :D so we ate there...i ate chicken porridge and kor ate chicken rice....damn e ok!!! but okok lar we still prefer toa payoh that one :D

ok then i had to wait until 1....it was so boringggg!!!! omg i fell asleep and me and kor were soo damn boredd!!!! we were picking food from the teabreak when everyone left we kept picking and picking haha i liked the quiche :D

finally 1 came!!! hehees i went down to meet claire lily and lily's sister. then we waited a while then we saw minyi!!!! heheh then we walked to cine.. :D waited for poyu then for tim....so evil lor him... make us wait so long!!! hahah nvm then we watched pirates!!!! ITS SO DAMN NICE OK!!!! EVERYONE MUST MUST MUST GO WATCH!!! ITS SO DAMN FREAKING NICE!! hehees :D

after the movie...we went to take neos!! hehe only 2 machines....so sadd right!! the other time me and mari took like 3 or 4 machines and only 2 of us!! hahah we had 7 ppl and only 1 machine and then me claire and lily went to take in another station as chocofwenz!! heheh lurv u guys!!!

after neos we went to get cookies!!!! FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES!!! minyi treated me to cookies!!!! hheheheheheh thankies minyi!!! lurv u!! <333

then we walked around for awhile....then we came to subway! then me and minyi were pretty hungry so we got 2 6inch cold cut trio subs :D heheess then while we were buying.....claire left..=( evill!!! hmph nvm =( after we got our subs....everyone that was left walked me back to the hotel :D well except for tim...he walked for awhile then he left to starbucks..-.- weird...hahhahaas ok then the rest walked me to the lobby we talked for a while then i went in and they left...hehehhe THANX GUYS FOR THE GREAT DAY!! AND THE PREZZIES!! claire....THANKIES FOR THE NECKLACE!! I LOVE IT!!! tim.... THE DOGGY IT SO CUTE!!!!!! HEHE THANKIESS ITS NICE TO HUGG!! HEHE!! poyu....hmmm.....GAY! hahah THANX FOR THE silver hairband?....the star rubber bands? and the turtle?!?!?! hhahhaha thanx! minyi..THANX FOR THE PAPER HOLDER THINGY WITH THE FLOWER!!! ITS PWETTY!!! HEHEHE!! lily and diana!! hehe u guys forgot my bdae prezzie!!!! hmph!!! hahah but u got me a hairband from the little shop!! ITS PWETTY!! HEHEES THANKIES!!! :D

then after that i waited awhile outside the seminar to eat finish my sub then i went in and waited to go...

went home and then waited till 7pm then left for moomba!!!! yays!! my fav restaurant ever!!! hehehees!! :D

ate all my fav food last night too!!!!!

1st SALMON RICE!! A LARGER PORTION FOR ME AND KOR!!!HEHEHES!

2nd AGLIO OLIO LINGUINE WITH TEE SMOKED CHICKEN!! YUMS! :D

3rd DUCK SALAD!!! WITH VEGE!!! HAHAHAAS :D

4th INTERMEZZO!!! SOUP!!! THE BEST SOUP WITH DAIKON!! HEHEES :D

5th MUSHROOM RISOTTO!!!! YUMS!!

6th ANGUS RIBEYE STEAK WITH A BIG PIECE OF THE BEST DAIKON!!!

7th DESERT!! THE BEST BIRTHDAY CAKE EVER!!!! VANILLA CUSTARD TART A BIG ONE!! AND WITH FRUITS!! HEHEHEEES!!! ITS THE BEST EVER OK!!!

ok well thats wad i had....7 courses!! hahaa but its all so nice ok!!!!! and then throughout the whole dinner i drank almost half a bottle of moscato!! and then after dinner...i was so high!!! my bro had to put a restraining order against me until 10am today i cant go near his room the whole night!!!! evilll hmphh =( then i kept laughing and shouting and stuff heheheheees its so fun!!!! heheeess

when i was home i went online for a while....talked to tim and minyi then my dad wanted to do work and then needed my comp...so i went off.....and then i thought i would be getting back my comp later in the night....but once i had the feeling that i might not be getting my comp back......i went to sleep :D hehees :D

ok well.....i shall thank ppl now :D

THANKIES EVERYONE THAT CAME TODAY TO CINE!!!! IT WAS A GREAT DAY!!! WE MUST DO IT AGAIN!!!!! HEHEES!!!!! U GUYS ARE THE BESTEST BEST FRIENDS EVERRR!!!!!

MUMMY AND DADDY AND GOD!!!!! U GUYS BROUGHT ME INTO THIS WORLD YESTERDAY AND HAVE MADE MY LIFE THE BEST EVER!!! KORR U TOO!! UR THE BEST KOR EVER!!!!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!!!! <3333333

"life is always so much better with the closest friends and family with you all the way."

Sunday, May 20, 2007

6:37 PM

sorry never been posting.....got lazier and lazier day by day so lets talk about the happenings since the last time i posted....hmmm

last week....last week....

ohh ya nothin much not that much happening....well except that we had this backstage thingy on tuesday and we got to play with drills and hammers and stuff so it was really fun but i had to miss the hiphop auditions but it was ok...then musical rehearsal again on wed then on thurs no more dance then had dance on friday and we did the musical dances and so it was really fun :D heheheh then sat thought there was tennis but then didnt so ya stoned the whole day then went to eat at les amis for aunty cherry's bdae or actually should i say jie jie cherry hehehe :D sunday mummy's day but then mummy and daddy left for jakarta so no mummy's day... that made me sad =( oh wells mummy's back now!!! hehhehehhe

this week.....

monday.....nothin really. normal day of school...the beginning of english and literature week....then after school me and claire stayed back again cause we had to wait for our bus..we sat outside mr west's room that coridoor there and just talked and chatted while eating chocolate heheh which claire treated me to...I LURV U CLAIRE!! hehehe

story telling competition and then seeing ___ onstage made me happy :DD then it made me sad again because then i knew that i can never have him =(( poopy face =(

ok moving on.....after the story telling competition we had our small geography quiz cause the competition ate into our first period so we took it during our break and u know wad..I GOT FUL MARKS!! weeeeeeeeee heheheheh but its upon 15 hehheh :DD

then after school did the backstage thingy until 530 then went for hiphop...wow it ws painfull and difficult... but eugene seems like a really good instructor and im sure he would make me a better dancer hehehe

wednesday....hmmm i had my student council delegate interview thingy after school....it was scary as i was the first and then the councilers were so funny that i felt more comfortable....but if steph was there i would have been more relaxed... :D then after i had my interview i had musical rehearsal....it was so fun!! heheh then left at 530 for my bus......

thurs...last day of swimming and casual dress day ya so i had a chop on me for like 2 days because of casual dress day...=( but it wa a fun day zong finally started talking to me again...but he took my nike premium tag while doing so....evil zong =((( heheh and then i got back my persuasive essay and i got damn damn low and i hate tim for gettin the highest...hmph....hahah jkjk congrats ya? and oso for gettin 7 7 u evil evil person i got 7 6 leh!! hmphhh then i got back my vocab test and i got 28/30 heheh yays!!!! i lurv vocab tests :D eventhough they make my hand hurt......then later i had to do corrections for my essay then i started first...ended last...stupid i had so many corrections hmphhh =( then zong beat me for both persuasive essay and the stupid grammar quiz..hmphh evil zong...and he kept my tag the whole english class then gave it back to me when i lent him my laptop....hmph....

then friday......had dance tiring and dizzy then we were doing the dance for teachers day..i dun like it....i couldnt get the steps right....grrrrrr

then sat! woke up at like 8 sumthing cause had to go back to school for musical rehearsal. then the turn out was so pathetic....only 9 out of 24 ppl came lor!!! then we only did like an hour rehearsal then we had like 2 hours to kill....so me and moni went to holland v in search for lunch and so we ended up in nydc...i owe moni 20 bucks =( poor poor moni..had to go to the dentist...DENTISTS ARE THE CENTER OF ALL EVIL!!! I HATE THEM!! evillll heheheh :D then later moni and i ate like baked rice and moni drank e=mc2 well the 2 is supposed to be a square but i durno how to do XP hehhe so ya she said it was yummy heheh and it made her smarter!!! hahahah ....i drank newyork soda peach!!! heheeh nice nice and then it was so much i was so so full!! heheh spending time with moni is good fun!! heheh so yar thats all im guessing...so ya here are pics from last week :D well theres lots more but i lazy to post XP

PICTURES!! HEHE xp

mummmy mii daddy..i look weird hehehe

i likey this pic!!! hehehe do i look like daddy? hmmm

this pic is freakkyyy i look like korrr right!! hehehe kors bdae :D lurv u kor!! oh the bdae cake said..."happy alcohol ordering age" hahah cool right!! and the cake had alcohol...no nice

JIE JIE cherry's bdae at les amis! and oso mummy day celebration for mummy!! hehe ooo look i am under age drinkin XP

is this a nice pic? kor took it with his "professional" camera hehe nice?

i lurv u mummy!!! stripe crazy!!!! heheh happy mummy's day! i

i lurv this pic the mostest mostest mostest!! hehehe prettyy i lurv my familyy!! but kor no inside..=( sad

well thats all for this post! heheh cyaa

dammit man u lost to chelsea!! dammit but.."tried their best, winners none the less"

"life just isnt worth it anymore....people just change so fast...if only they could change back...but it seems impossible.."