Sunday, February 25, 2007
9:37 PM
wahlau test after test after test these next few weeks...they dun call it exxams cause they say we get hysterical and scream....so all the teacher has to say is exams and the class ppl would start to sream!! :D fun!! so im goin to fail every single test eventhough i got 'very-highly commented' for effort grade but wad does effort grade help....it doesnt! i am just dumb very very dumb and that is why i did soo badly for PSLE......i cant believe i am soo dumb...i dun even deserve to be in acs...im just givin it a bad name if i was in the school..
now on another subject.....
im invisible....in school and every where else....i wish i never even existed....if i were to die tomoro i dun even think anyone would notice...no one ever notices me....the only time ppl notice me is when they want to ask me about my friends.....for some reason i always end up with the wrong friends...the populars when i dun even noe it....and i am always in the shadows.....the only time when i made the right decisions in friends was last year.....none of these problems arroused last year.....i wished i never grew up....i mean i dun hate my this year class....but i just miss sixgraceohsix soo much......in there, there would not be any friendship problems....everyone is friends with everyone and there are to enemies...ok maybe one or two but it was a great class!...and in this class im invisible and no one likes me im sure...so why do i bother? oh well nvm i just have to leave with it for a whole year...i gotta go and kill myself now..cya