always make the right decisions

2007-06-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

so ya i got a new blog and i am still keeping this cause i have too many memories here. erm....like if anyone cared that i have a new blog....so ya...

a very SAS-y post :D I LOVE SAS!!

2007-06-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

a very SAS-y post :D I LOVE SAS!!

heeya!! ahh its like 1 am in the morning!! :D

the past few weeks has been hell for me

just because i cant freaking sleep!!!

i would go to bed at say...11/12 at night then i would just roll roll rolll roll roll until like 2/3 in the morning even then i couldnt sleep properly... then worst is that i still gotta wake up early cause my mum is making me work for her...and she is paying me like 20bucks a day..i mean its not much but i guess that'll do....if i start saving up...i'll be rich i tell ya!! haha but which means i gotta like work real real real hard like go to the clinic everyday and get my pay!! muahahah :D

im very money minded XP

eventhough i hate/dun like math....when im counting money...its always accurate XP

heheeee see i like counting money!! :D jiejie joey thought i was weirdd :D but she introduced me to...ORANGE JULIUS ICE CREAM!!!

its damn damn damn damn nice ok!!!! its like 70¢ for one cone..but its like damn worth it ok!! is sooooo damn nice!!! when i work there...im gonna get fat..=( but oh wells :D heheee

then today was boring didnt go to work today cause i woke up late XPso i didnt go to work heeee :D

then like just now i went to dinner with uncle soo and ryan :D and my family at..MOOMBA!!!

omg i loooovee moomba!!!! I LOVE SALMON RICE!!! THATS THE BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST and and daikonn!!

dinner was funn!!!! haha i learned alot of cool sciencey stuff!! hahah having a doctor daddy means hearing interesting stories about medicine the body and tons of stuffff!! :D

then i heard like tons tons tons tons tons of story about sas and the bullies from ryan...omgosshh now im like glad i didnt go to sas....

but oso like i would have loved to go to sas cause like the facillities for dance and the campus is so nice and the teaching methods are like so great!!

i sat in one of classes during the time i was there visiting the classes and stuff.

then i saw ryan so he like showed me around after his class ended

then i left my mum with the principal to talk about stuff...then he showed me around and he told me about like all the diff parts there....omgossh it was so fun walking around and talking about stuff with ryan...

he's like damn nice...but a little bit too mild and stuff so he gets bullied alot...

woah all the stories i heard tonight from him...was like damn disgusting and scary....there was this guy(name would not be mentioned :D) and he just got expelled..which i thought was a good thing :D u noe he ran around the school chasing guys with a kersone(?) can and a lighter!!omg u noe how dangerous that is!!

that is the scary one....now the disgusting one...

he would take guys t-shirts and put it in the urinal and pee on it!! disgusting ok!!!! then he would spit on ppl!! disgustingg!!!

then got this other guy...this guys is like in the 11th grade and he got like held back a year...he is like about the same age as kor...and coincedentally....this guy used to pick on my kor last time when they were young!!! omg!! he like stayed in hawaii towers last time...then they moved out. then now they moved back!! omg lucky never seen him before!! cause like from wad i heard..he sounds like damn scary!!

he would sit ryan's bus in the mornings and then he would like hit his head and spit on him!!! gross right!!!! and then i heard that he looks so ugly that just the sight of him u would feel like hitting him!! haha :D

and not to be racist or anything but both of them were indians....and they have like a gang! consisting of indians of course.... damn scary ok!!

but then after hearing all of this i still really wanted to go to sas...but my parents were scared that i would get bullied -.- like come on!! im not that mild and oso girls dun get bullied that much...so ya...but aiya the fees are like damn high and its gonna take like lots of string pulling to get me in from the moe..so ya...better not go...

BUT I STILL WANNA GO!!!! poo face =( i wish i wasnt singaporean...or at least a singaporean that studied in other countries for a long time then coming back..then i can get into sas!!

but fees ar....30k a year...damn scary ok!!!
but with the facilities...aiya i wanna go lor!!!!! arghh!!

then after dinner we all walked back to the car i was talking to ryan about the girls in the school...like whether they were as bad as the guys...he said of course not as bad as the guys but if i was like nerdy and ugly and like a "social outcast" or at least thats wad the girls there would classify the girls there...if i was any one of them...then ya i would get bullied...like real bad... but he says i wouldnt be one of those unless im liddat in school...cause he doesnt really noe..but he says i would be quite safe :D yays!!! weee haha

damn i wanna go!!! but uncle robert godley not there anymore!!! damn sad lar!! he such a nice principal!! well of the middle school that is :D wahlau i had like a reserved spot there lor!! aiyo such a waste!!!! A RESERVED SPOT OK!!! cause i got to meet the teachers and stuff and like i talked to them abit to like all the teachers of like the 8th grade cause if i was going in i would have been in 8th grade so they thought i was nice and would be a good addition...and oso my parents noes uncle robert godley veryy well so i have like met him alot of times for like dinner and lunches and i get along with his 2 little girls very well!! they are like damn cute!! haha so he likes me so i got a reserved spot there!! DO U NOE THEY HAVE A SUBWAY AND AN ORANGE JULIUS IN THE HIGH SCHOOL CANTEEN!!!! omg damn lucky lor!!!

hmph if only had enough money to go there =((( sighsss.... oh wells

i mean im not saying acs is like a bad bad school...but its just that...i seem to like to hang out with like the americans in sas...cause like the other time ryan introduced me to some of his friends both girls and guys...and they were like really nice and funny :D we got along like real fast and soon we were laughing and cracking jokes and they were like the best tour guides!! hahah :D

its like we get along faster and like they arent those types of bitchy spoiled americans but they were actually real nice and like i can relate to them and us girls just clicked :D my mum and uncle robert gave us like 3 hours to go around the school and stuff...so like we walked around like real fast and then afterwards we played basketball and pingpong and then like fooled around for like about 1 and a half hours cause we finish going around the whole school in like 1 and a half hours cause we like ran from place to place and they talked like real fast haha :D then when we rested after playing all the games we just talked about stuff like life and sports and other stuff....and its like i never really got to just talk with anyone and they made it real fun :D

thanx ryan like tons for introducing me to them!!

they were so sad that i werent going to sas =( i was sad too=(((

oh wells i just gotta get through life anyways ..

so i still love acs anyways....

not as much as before but ya still love it...

well i should go now.....byes :D

"even if life seems to be at its worst, you just gotta get through it."

2007-06-04T22:57:00.001+08:00

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2007-06-04T15:21:00.000+08:00

look!! i was bored today and i was lookin at my pics and i didnt noe how much i've changed..so i did this!! muahaahahahah!! nice?

ok so yesterday had a great time with yingzhi risa and sara downstairs!!!!

we talked about stuff, about our life in hawaii towers and how it might end at any time....and about us being the next generation the bonfire responsibility is being passed downed to!! omg it is so damn cool ok!!!

OH!! and we peeled a coconut!! again!! this is me yingzhi and risa's second time. but sara's first... it was so fun!! especially when we cracked the coconut!! all the juice flowed out and yingzhi was so sad that she didnt get to drink it... haha its ok yingzhi!!!

i dun want our many year friendship to die!!!!!

i dun want our bonfire tradition to die!!!! especially since we are already taking over soon!!

i dun want to loose all of my memories from here, having stayed here for all my life!!!

i just wanna say....

if we are seperated...

SARA LEE XINYEE
LIM YINGZHI
LEANNE CHOOK KAH YEN
RISA LONG JIA YAN

IM GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU TERRIBLY!!!

AND HAVING OUR FRIENDSHIP LASTING ALMOST ABOUT 13 YEARS....WE WOULD NOT LET IT BREAK JUST BECAUSE WE ARE SEPERATED!!! WE WILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER!!

I LOVE U GUYS!!!!! <33333333333

2007-06-02T15:23:00.000+08:00

heys!! OMG THE HOLIDAYS ARE LIKE DAMN DAMN DAMN BORING!!!!!!!

the worst thing is that....MY FACE WAS SO PUFFY FOR LIKE 3 DAYS!!!!! PUFFY!!! AND RED!! AHHHHH! my mum said that i looked as if i gained alot of wait in just a few hours....evil right!!!

u noe... i didnt even get a chance to play anything at all since the hols started!!! not soccer, not tennis, not swimming, not bball, not anything!!!!! argghh!!! its damn irritating... i think im gonna grow fatter =( arghh i must start exercising again!!! but i dun wanna run =( i wanna dance :D heheees ok nvm

ok so ya.......

u see right....im so bored that i do stuff like this....

lame right!! hahahah seee the boredom gets to me......i made a new timetable and i just made the list of my class.....argh i dun like the hols!!!!

ok this is the very first time i actually miss school....i mean i miss having classes and i miss the chocofwenz and minyi and cough cough.... :D oh and not to mention the gay!! muahahahah poyu -.-

hahhah ooo i got some pics to show not the one from stnicks cause i lazy to bluetooth it... :D and my comp's bluetooth is screwed!!!

ok so some pics from the science enrichment course thingy...it was damn boring ok!!!!

i hearts u too lily!! muahahah poyu! why u behind!!

this pic so act cute!! hahahah its pretty nice..hahah!!!! poyu!! dun be so damn gay!!!

look a our reflection!!! muahhhahaha but u cant really see our faces.

ok then now got one damn funny pic that was taken during math one time..we finish our work already lar!

ok just look at poyu...not me...i look crappy..hahah POYU!!! U GAY !!

now i was fishing through memory cards then i found some pictures from like long long time ago on my bros bdae!! haha i look so diff!!

"look ma!!! i can cross my eyes without using my finger!!"

hhah i look so dumb!! muahaha

awwww so sweet!! me and bro!!! i love you korr!!! hehee ur hair spikier last time!!! haha
i look so babyish!!! muahahhaah

muahahah im so innocent last time!!!...hmmm wonder wad happened...hahah jkjk!!

omg!!! i do not look like myself here!!! omg!!! ahahhaha looks like i changed like tons since last time!

i lurv u kor!! muahahahha sorry never wish u happy bdae on my blog!!! but its like eons ago!!!

well 3rd of may...oh wells.....HAPPY BDAE KOR!!

ok i should so now....muahahhaah ok ..buai!!!

"thank you guys for being there for me through tall this time, but i do not deserve all of your kindness and love. i am not deserving for anyone. im sorry."

2007-05-28T17:45:00.000+08:00

OMFG!!!

TODAY IS THE BESTEST BESTEST BESTEST DAY EVERR!!!!!!!

SIXGRACE IS THE BEST CLASS EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER XINFINITY TIMES!!

firstly.... i woke up at about 730....so sleepy!!! felt so dirty and icky!! then went to the clinic and waited tobe sent to school for prop making....

then reached school a about 10.....then went to draw a fish and then paint like tons and tons of stuff.... then after that at about 1 everyone left and me, mdm ong and darren were left...darren then went to get burger king so i asked him to get me fries :D then i stoned for awhile and then waited for my mum to come...

mum came at about 140....then drove me to stnicks!!!! reached stnicks at about 2 sumthing.. :D now i shall tell ya about the time in stnicks!!!!

reached stnicks walked to the family lounge.....

was greeted by laughs and hugs and screams :D hahaasss!!! fun!!

took out my wallet for some strange reason i forgot...hehhehe then anthea went to take and go take my moneyyy!!! evill!!

after that i went to canteen with anthea......BOUGHT ORANGE BOWL!!! I LOVE ORANGE BOWL!!! OMG I FREAKING MISSED ORANGE BOWL!!! so i bought 1 dollar one....should have bought 1.50 one hahhahaas omg i missed it so much!! and then oso milo!!! stnicks milo rocks lor!!! hahaha omg i missed the food in stnicks soo much!!!!! love love love!!!!

after that stoned awhile in the family lounge with everyone and mrcai gave us this card thingy with our name onit hahaha i shall show it to u if u want to see it...but not today....maybe another time when i get all the pics :D

after that me anthea nicole and wenru went to the playground and played with the SWINGS!! and the that cagey thingy which i have no clue wad u are supposed to call it....hehhehe :D

then me and nicole started being like uber uber weird!! but wait....when was i ever NOT weird?? hahah jkjk...i started shouting....I LOVE YOU ANTHEA!!! hahahah then me and nicole made up our own 'catch phrase' well not a phrase cause its like uber long...hehhehe i shall tell it to u now...

'ANTHEA!!!!!! DO YOU KNOW THAT......WE LOVE YOU!!!! LOVEEEEEEE'

then anthea would say...
'IM NOT LESBO!!'

then me and nic would say...
'FINE!!! *pretends to be guys* WE LOVE YOU......*leanne do heart and say...*BABUM BABUM BABUM...*nicole pretends her eyes are buldging and says*BLUUUU BLUUU BLUUU.....THEN.....*MY HEART WOULD POP OUT AND NICOLE'S EYES WOULD POP OUT TOO....*'

hehheheheh sooo fun!!

then we would do our dance!!!
we do crumping and say......'we got constipation' hahah then we do twinkle twinkle stars...and say 'we got diarrhoea'

hahhah so fun!!!

then later we could hear the music from the gym for rhythimic gym...then me and nicole say that it sounded like those scenes where 2 ppl like slow run to each other liddat....hahah so then anthea went to videotape then me and nic started slo-mo running then we like acted like we were going to hug each other.....then i punched her stomache then she slapped me then i slapped her then she show middle finger then i show middle finger hahahahahah so fun!!!!!!

then after we sat around with everyone and then...mrcai go and made us all laugh!! hahahas mrcai is so damn funny!!!!!! so sad he had to leave!!! we will miss u tons mr cai!!! u are the bestest bestest bestest bestest english teacher and form teacher!!!!! sixgracians will miss u tons!! :D

then i had to leave!!! so sad!!!!! i love spending time with all u guys!!! omg i miss sixgrace sooo much!!!!!!!

I WANNA GO BACK TO STNICKS!! I WANNA GO BACK TO SIXGRACE!!!!!!

oh wells theres nothin i can do now.....i just feel like transferring class.......im guessing some of you would noe which class i wanna go to :D :D :D :D

well i should go now eating dinner....sigh i feel freaking pissed for some freaking reason..... fuck lar..... nvm...i shall just go now...

"looking back at the past, i just wished i could have done something to keep it that way. i do not want things to move on, cause moving on sucks and the present is worst"

2007-05-27T11:18:00.000+08:00

hey yall!!

GUESS WAD IM OFFICIALLY THIRTEEN!!!! YAYSSS!!well yesterday lazy to post last night too late liao :D ok so here is wad i did yesterday on my bdae!! :D

ok so at 12 midnight yesterday i declared my bdae!! then tim called to ask about tomoro...then i could hear alf and james....stupid boys....

then i went to sleep!!!

woke up..or at least woken up by roselyn at 630 but then i told her to wake me up in 10 mins time so ya i woke up at 640 :D i showered then rushed to leave with mummy and daddy to their seminar....then i was there i helped with stuff and then the seminar started...my head hurt so badly then so my bro and i went to eat at chatterbox cause it seems that my head hurts when im hungry...hehhe :D so we ate there...i ate chicken porridge and kor ate chicken rice....damn e ok!!! but okok lar we still prefer toa payoh that one :D

ok then i had to wait until 1....it was so boringggg!!!! omg i fell asleep and me and kor were soo damn boredd!!!! we were picking food from the teabreak when everyone left we kept picking and picking haha i liked the quiche :D

finally 1 came!!! hehees i went down to meet claire lily and lily's sister. then we waited a while then we saw minyi!!!! heheh then we walked to cine.. :D waited for poyu then for tim....so evil lor him... make us wait so long!!! hahah nvm then we watched pirates!!!! ITS SO DAMN NICE OK!!!! EVERYONE MUST MUST MUST GO WATCH!!! ITS SO DAMN FREAKING NICE!! hehees :D

after the movie...we went to take neos!! hehe only 2 machines....so sadd right!! the other time me and mari took like 3 or 4 machines and only 2 of us!! hahah we had 7 ppl and only 1 machine and then me claire and lily went to take in another station as chocofwenz!! heheh lurv u guys!!!

after neos we went to get cookies!!!! FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES!!! minyi treated me to cookies!!!! hheheheheheh thankies minyi!!! lurv u!! <333

then we walked around for awhile....then we came to subway! then me and minyi were pretty hungry so we got 2 6inch cold cut trio subs :D heheess then while we were buying.....claire left..=( evill!!! hmph nvm =( after we got our subs....everyone that was left walked me back to the hotel :D well except for tim...he walked for awhile then he left to starbucks..-.- weird...hahhahaas ok then the rest walked me to the lobby we talked for a while then i went in and they left...hehehhe THANX GUYS FOR THE GREAT DAY!! AND THE PREZZIES!! claire....THANKIES FOR THE NECKLACE!! I LOVE IT!!! tim.... THE DOGGY IT SO CUTE!!!!!! HEHE THANKIESS ITS NICE TO HUGG!! HEHE!! poyu....hmmm.....GAY! hahah THANX FOR THE silver hairband?....the star rubber bands? and the turtle?!?!?! hhahhaha thanx! minyi..THANX FOR THE PAPER HOLDER THINGY WITH THE FLOWER!!! ITS PWETTY!!! HEHEHE!! lily and diana!! hehe u guys forgot my bdae prezzie!!!! hmph!!! hahah but u got me a hairband from the little shop!! ITS PWETTY!! HEHEES THANKIES!!! :D

then after that i waited awhile outside the seminar to eat finish my sub then i went in and waited to go...

went home and then waited till 7pm then left for moomba!!!! yays!! my fav restaurant ever!!! hehehees!! :D

ate all my fav food last night too!!!!!

1st SALMON RICE!! A LARGER PORTION FOR ME AND KOR!!!HEHEHES!

2nd AGLIO OLIO LINGUINE WITH TEE SMOKED CHICKEN!! YUMS! :D

3rd DUCK SALAD!!! WITH VEGE!!! HAHAHAAS :D

4th INTERMEZZO!!! SOUP!!! THE BEST SOUP WITH DAIKON!! HEHEES :D

5th MUSHROOM RISOTTO!!!! YUMS!!

6th ANGUS RIBEYE STEAK WITH A BIG PIECE OF THE BEST DAIKON!!!

7th DESERT!! THE BEST BIRTHDAY CAKE EVER!!!! VANILLA CUSTARD TART A BIG ONE!! AND WITH FRUITS!! HEHEHEEES!!! ITS THE BEST EVER OK!!!

ok well thats wad i had....7 courses!! hahaa but its all so nice ok!!!!! and then throughout the whole dinner i drank almost half a bottle of moscato!! and then after dinner...i was so high!!! my bro had to put a restraining order against me until 10am today i cant go near his room the whole night!!!! evilll hmphh =( then i kept laughing and shouting and stuff heheheheees its so fun!!!! heheeess

when i was home i went online for a while....talked to tim and minyi then my dad wanted to do work and then needed my comp...so i went off.....and then i thought i would be getting back my comp later in the night....but once i had the feeling that i might not be getting my comp back......i went to sleep :D hehees :D

ok well.....i shall thank ppl now :D

THANKIES EVERYONE THAT CAME TODAY TO CINE!!!! IT WAS A GREAT DAY!!! WE MUST DO IT AGAIN!!!!! HEHEES!!!!! U GUYS ARE THE BESTEST BEST FRIENDS EVERRR!!!!!

MUMMY AND DADDY AND GOD!!!!! U GUYS BROUGHT ME INTO THIS WORLD YESTERDAY AND HAVE MADE MY LIFE THE BEST EVER!!! KORR U TOO!! UR THE BEST KOR EVER!!!!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!!!! <3333333

"life is always so much better with the closest friends and family with you all the way."

2007-05-20T18:37:00.000+08:00

sorry never been posting.....got lazier and lazier day by day so lets talk about the happenings since the last time i posted....hmmm

last week....last week....

ohh ya nothin much not that much happening....well except that we had this backstage thingy on tuesday and we got to play with drills and hammers and stuff so it was really fun but i had to miss the hiphop auditions but it was ok...then musical rehearsal again on wed then on thurs no more dance then had dance on friday and we did the musical dances and so it was really fun :D heheheh then sat thought there was tennis but then didnt so ya stoned the whole day then went to eat at les amis for aunty cherry's bdae or actually should i say jie jie cherry hehehe :D sunday mummy's day but then mummy and daddy left for jakarta so no mummy's day... that made me sad =( oh wells mummy's back now!!! hehhehehhe

this week.....

monday.....nothin really. normal day of school...the beginning of english and literature week....then after school me and claire stayed back again cause we had to wait for our bus..we sat outside mr west's room that coridoor there and just talked and chatted while eating chocolate heheh which claire treated me to...I LURV U CLAIRE!! hehehe

story telling competition and then seeing ___ onstage made me happy :DD then it made me sad again because then i knew that i can never have him =(( poopy face =(

ok moving on.....after the story telling competition we had our small geography quiz cause the competition ate into our first period so we took it during our break and u know wad..I GOT FUL MARKS!! weeeeeeeeee heheheheh but its upon 15 hehheh :DD

then after school did the backstage thingy until 530 then went for hiphop...wow it ws painfull and difficult... but eugene seems like a really good instructor and im sure he would make me a better dancer hehehe

wednesday....hmmm i had my student council delegate interview thingy after school....it was scary as i was the first and then the councilers were so funny that i felt more comfortable....but if steph was there i would have been more relaxed... :D then after i had my interview i had musical rehearsal....it was so fun!! heheh then left at 530 for my bus......

thurs...last day of swimming and casual dress day ya so i had a chop on me for like 2 days because of casual dress day...=( but it wa a fun day zong finally started talking to me again...but he took my nike premium tag while doing so....evil zong =((( heheh and then i got back my persuasive essay and i got damn damn low and i hate tim for gettin the highest...hmph....hahah jkjk congrats ya? and oso for gettin 7 7 u evil evil person i got 7 6 leh!! hmphhh then i got back my vocab test and i got 28/30 heheh yays!!!! i lurv vocab tests :D eventhough they make my hand hurt......then later i had to do corrections for my essay then i started first...ended last...stupid i had so many corrections hmphhh =( then zong beat me for both persuasive essay and the stupid grammar quiz..hmphh evil zong...and he kept my tag the whole english class then gave it back to me when i lent him my laptop....hmph....

then friday......had dance tiring and dizzy then we were doing the dance for teachers day..i dun like it....i couldnt get the steps right....grrrrrr

then sat! woke up at like 8 sumthing cause had to go back to school for musical rehearsal. then the turn out was so pathetic....only 9 out of 24 ppl came lor!!! then we only did like an hour rehearsal then we had like 2 hours to kill....so me and moni went to holland v in search for lunch and so we ended up in nydc...i owe moni 20 bucks =( poor poor moni..had to go to the dentist...DENTISTS ARE THE CENTER OF ALL EVIL!!! I HATE THEM!! evillll heheheh :D then later moni and i ate like baked rice and moni drank e=mc2 well the 2 is supposed to be a square but i durno how to do XP hehhe so ya she said it was yummy heheh and it made her smarter!!! hahahah ....i drank newyork soda peach!!! heheeh nice nice and then it was so much i was so so full!! heheh spending time with moni is good fun!! heheh so yar thats all im guessing...so ya here are pics from last week :D well theres lots more but i lazy to post XP

PICTURES!! HEHE xp

mummmy mii daddy..i look weird hehehe

i likey this pic!!! hehehe do i look like daddy? hmmm

this pic is freakkyyy i look like korrr right!! hehehe kors bdae :D lurv u kor!! oh the bdae cake said..."happy alcohol ordering age" hahah cool right!! and the cake had alcohol...no nice

JIE JIE cherry's bdae at les amis! and oso mummy day celebration for mummy!! hehe ooo look i am under age drinkin XP

is this a nice pic? kor took it with his "professional" camera hehe nice?

i lurv u mummy!!! stripe crazy!!!! heheh happy mummy's day! i

i lurv this pic the mostest mostest mostest!! hehehe prettyy i lurv my familyy!! but kor no inside..=( sad

well thats all for this post! heheh cyaa

dammit man u lost to chelsea!! dammit but.."tried their best, winners none the less"

"life just isnt worth it anymore....people just change so fast...if only they could change back...but it seems impossible.."

2007-05-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

ehehehehe CHOCOFWENZ UPDATE!!!!! heheh heyheyssss
CHOCOLICIOUSSS!! chocofwenzz are the best best bestt!!! we would be FWENZZ FOREVERR!!! I LURV U BOTH SO SO SO VERYYY MUCH!!! I LURV U DARK!! I LURV U MILKK!!!
seems like im gonna die for all my testss now... next week there is tns and tons of tests and im freaking scaredd now!!! stooopid examss!! and i am sure sure SURE this time i wont be gettin another vhc....SURE SURE SURE!

well school t me might be getting a little suckishh bt well wad is school without it being sucky?

FRIDAYYY FRIDAYY FRIDAYY!!!

oh yarr!! I PERFORMED AT RITZ CARLTON LIKE 2 DAYS AGO!!

holyy crap it was soooooo scaryy!!! mr goh chok tong was right in front of us and i was freakishly scared!!! and the worst thing was.....MY PARENTS WERE THERE!!! THEY WERE STANDING RIGHT AT THE BACK!! luckily they didnt shout...."THATS MY DAUGHTER ON STAGE DANCING!!!!" if they did...then woah....i would have screwed up even worstt!!

but it was a fun day!! i got to skip math and geog!! heheh and natasha and nicolette were there to in the string ensemble performance... they played real good!! better than the time on international friendship dayy!! hhehe GREAT JOB GUYS!!

the worst part of it all was......THE DANCE OUTFIT AND THE MAKEUP!!! it was so ickyy!!

my shirt i hate it! i look so icky in it!!!! it so fuglyy!!! hmphhh

and then the makeup...welll i gotta say it is much better than on founders day that one...on founders day it was so much more makeup....cause this time we didnt bring alot of make up...heheheh :D

so i had to do my eyeliner myself and its better lighter not as dark as last time....LUCKYY!!! hheh and i hate the lipstickk!!! ickyyyy heheeheh ten the rest is actually ok lar...but i still hate the makeup.....oh and i just found out....foundation maks ur face look pimpleless hahahahha thats wad steph and lisan said..hahahhaaaaa

it was a fun fun fun dayy!! then later went to PONTINI!! to eat pizza!! YURMILICIOUSS!!! hhehehe

ROYCE CHAMPANGE CHOCOLATE ARE THE YURMILESTTT!! THEY ARE YURMMY YURMMY YURMMY!! HEHEH

PICTURE TIMME!!!!!!

I LURV U GUYS TO BIT BIT BITSS!!!! YA?? CHOCO FWENZ RULE RULE RULE!!!!!!! I LLURV LURV LURV DARK AND MILK!! THEY ARE THE BESTEST BEST BEST BEST FWENZZ EVERR!! HEHEH I LURVV U!!! MUAKS!!! <33333333333333333

"its best to try new thing even if you might be afraid at first but it might turn out thatu would like it...so its still best to try and not have tried in the first place."

heys

2007-04-21T15:18:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY!!

hey yall! guess wad?! i got another vhc! hey yall! guess wad?!?! i got another vhc!! woohooo!!

hahah omg im so happpiiee hahahahhaahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but damn alfred his grades are still higher! hmph!! well i must get the same as him!!! dieeee! hahaha jkjk

heheh i created a new bloggiee!! its my classs bloggiee!!! its a diff one...the older one is like all hmwrk and one person controls the whole thing....but this one is like the sixgrace blog exept i do not noe how to make a skin and so i just took one from blogskins.com...hahha

oh oh oh oh!! i forgot something else!! I GOT CHOOSEN I GOT CHOOSEN!!!! I GOT CHOOSEN FOR THE RITZ CARLTON THINGY!!! WOOPIEDEEWOOPIEEDOO!! and uncle su was invited well like durh he is such a great architect! but he didnt want to go until i told my daddy and he was with uncle su talking about the villa and so he decided to go!! haha they are going to be very surportive!! after my dance they leave...hahahah!!
thanks uncle su!!!

well i better leave now :D oh yar..IM TAKING UP TENNIS AGAIN!! woopiee!!!!!!!!

"once forgotten never remembered."

2007-04-17T18:41:00.000+08:00

ok so here are the pics of my new clothes from japan that i didnt post last time... heheh!!

so nice nice? hahahahaha!! yays im goin for bollywood night!!! its in 10 days.. so sad right... HAHAAH

i hope all my friends are going!! then i wont be all alone heheheh

ok so today an average day of school....with the exception of.....OUR GRADES!! well not all...only four....hahha either ways im so harpie!! i got....

subject effort achievement
geog 7 7
english 7 6
art 7 7
science 6 6

OMG U DO NOT NOE HOW HAPPY I AM!!!! OMG I AM EXTREMELY EXTREMELY HAPPY!!!!!!! BUT NOW STILL GOT LIKE PE WHICH IM SCARED I WILL GET LIKE ULTRA ULTRA LOW CAUSE I NEVER ATTEND 2 SWIMMING LESSONS ALREADY SO IM LIKE REALLY SCARED THAT IT WILL BE THE CAUSE OF ME GETTING ANOTHER VHC...AHHH IM FREAKY FREAKIN SCARREDD AND CHINESE TOO CAUSE LAOSHI SAID MY ACHIEVEMENT IS NOT AS GOOD AS LAST TERM...SO IM LIKE FREAKIN OUT THAT I MIGHT GET A 4...WHICH TOTALLY MAKES ME NOT ABLE TO GET A VHC AT ALL!!! O THEN LATER...LEMME THINK....OH YAR...RS!! I WONDER HOW MUCH I WOULD GET. not too sure....

ok so this three days is international friendship day and then tomoro is like we are supposed to wear our traditional costumes...so its like...err...hurh? haha no lar i durno wad to wear...haha i gotta dig dig dig now!!! and then practise splits....hahah ok i go now... buaibuaiss!!!!!

2007-04-14T11:57:00.000+08:00

so hey all! hahha sorry neber post for so longg hahah!

japan!!!!!!
ok so this might be real late but my mummy and daddy came back from japan and bought clothes for mii!! yayss!! and they went striipyy crazy!! i got 2 striped shirts!! soo nicee lorr!! hahaahha its damn nice!! will show pics laterr :D

naggyy!!
ok so now im like making sure zong always does his hmwrk if not he will fail so im goin to nag him for this whole weekend to do his hmwrk hehe :D funn

story-tellin
and now im oso in this story-telling dramatisation thingy with tim and so we are goin to do a modern day hamlet heheh :D I GET TO KILL SOMEONE! yayss!!! heheheeh funn!!! must write a script by next tues!! ahhh stayin back on monday to do hope we can finish the script by then :D

dance dance
ohh the most pain thing now that i gotta do is....I HAVE TO BE ABLE TO DO A SPLIT BY THE END OF JUNE!!!! im close to do the split with my right leg infront so close!!! then the other one is the one facing front one...and i use the wall and then its like 2 hands more!! thats a big space ok!!!! man i gotta practise a lot to make it straight! its goin to be pain!! and then we are doing to chair dance again!!! yayss!! loved that dance! but didnt do it on founders day cause dun have enough time...but now we are doin the dance!! i lurv it!!!!!! lurv lurv lurv!!!!!! ok so like my maid helping me do the splits and then i keep larfing while she pulls hahahahaahah soo funny!! well i must try try try no give up!! hahah and then next thursday got these ritz carlton ppl coming to watch us dance and see if we can perform there for some thingy....so i think right if they approve then mel..our dance teacher would choose 5 of us to perform....as like the stage might be real small so cannot bring too many ppl....so if the stage is bigger then can bring more ppl...i wanna get selected :D i hope i can remember the steps next thurss.....ahhhhh im scareddddddd oh wellss

"love for the opposite gender is merely temporary...love from your friends and family lasts for a lifetime... so don't give up this love for anything."

2007-04-06T10:55:00.000+08:00

so hey all!! im feeling a bit low on spirit this week...i also do not know why but...yar....yesterday was the worst! my parents just left for japan on wednesday night and then very sway...at that time i had the worst sinus problem it was freaking painful! then yesterday when i woke up i was ok....then it came to english class....woah my sinus came back! it hurt like hell! then i still had to go for chinese and we had a test!! I FAILEDD!! i had 7/15! urghhh!!

then i didnt go for dance....sniffles sniffles....so aunty renna picked me up right after school and then i came home...

since i didnt eat lunch...i felt hungry... so i ate a hotdog and took my medicine after my dad scolded me for not taking it in the morning.. XP

then after taking tons of medicine....i started doing my art hmwrk....it was to make a children's book using cut and paste and textures...

my book is entitled "the little fish that went around the world"
i noe it sounds lame but hey....its a childrens book...its supposed to sound lame...haha

so i slept at 12 midnight last night doing my book.... and i did like 6 pages including coverpage... it took the longest time to do the leaning tower of pisa...i did like only sydney opera house, eiffel tower, leaning tower of pisa and the pyramids of giza and then i made the fish go back home haha

i lazy to make more wonders of the world....i can die lorr! i just did all the simple simple ones hehe well if i do finish my book and hand it up to mdm ong on tues....i might get a higher effort grade than last time...

ooh yar i forgot to mention....I GOT A 7 FOR EFFORT GRADE FOR SCIENCE!!!! but it might go down cause like there was a cause work and then i might have done real badly and so my effort grade might drop 2 grades.. D= must not drop! i had 85%!!! it was counted a 7! then we had to write a lab report....I HATE LAB REPORTS!! i dun even noe wad to write and its like i scared it would be too short and then not detailed enough! so im scared that my effort grade would drop... oh wellsss

yayness tonight im going to sleepover at mari's house!!! im so excitedd!! i durno wad we would be doing but its always fun to sleep over at mari's house....hehe with the dogs and lesley! mari said she might be joining us so...YAY! haha ann's together! haha its going to be scaryyy hahaha! we get to play with mango!!! I LURV U MANGO!!! shes so sweettt and doesnt bite! and is soo obedient :D hehe

dammit! still have to do chinese compo! i hate chinese!!! I HATE CHINESE!! urghhh! it is so irritating!

i wish i could take another language instead of chinese....but mummy wont allow...she doesnt want me to become a banana....yellow on the outside...white on the inside...which means she doesnt want me to turn ang mo kia...so i have to take chinese! urghhh my chinese sucks anyways

so later when im doing my chinese compo...im going over to sara's house to disturb her and to make her help me with my chinese!! hehehhe im so evil!! its fun lemme tell ya!

darn i have to take medicine three times a day!!! i dun wanna!! sudafed eventhough its a tablet...once it touches ur tongue.....it tastess disgusting!!!!

well i gotta go now trying to send photos from my phone to my comp which apparently isnt working and so i feel like killing my laptop... well anyways....bye.

"art in life can be both a wonderful and horrid thing...its just that you have to choose what you see...what you feel...what you want it to be..."

2007-04-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

"the phantom of the opera is there....inside your mind!!!"
"i am your angel of music!! sing with me the angel of music!"
"think of me, think of me fondly, when we've said goodbye.."
"then u say u love me, one love one lifetime."

heheh cool aint it! hahah

the phantom singin.....he looks coo doesnt he!

the phantom bringin christine to his "liar" below the theatre its damn cool lorr

this is brad little...he plays the phantom!! he has a very powderfull voice lehh!!!

look its the phantom and christine! i think singin the angel of music...i cant remember..hahah!

look phantom and christine!! hahaha

SING MY MENIONS SING! hahah these are the opera singers......that were supposed to sing in the opera but then in the end christine did instead as the phantom loved her and loved her voice and so wanted her to sing..

i have no clue where this is but its the phantom and christine hahaha

ok so i watchedd phantom of the opera on sunday.....IT WAS SOO FREAKIN COOL OK!!!!!!

OMG IF U HAVE A CHANCE...U SHOULD REALLY REALLY WATCH IT!!! and im lucky enough im watching it again!!! YAYYY!!!! U CAN NEVER GET TIRED OF IT!!

the props was the cooliest thing there!!!! THE PHANTOM WAS STANDING ON TOP OF THIS ANGEL THINGY THAT WAS IN THE CENTER OF THE FRAME THINGYY and then he stood on it!!!!

and then got this chandelier thingy that was like on the stage and then the beginning was soo quiet and then suddenly got sparks and then the chandelier rose up to the ceiling of the esplanade theatre!!! IT WAS DAMN COOL!! then got one part where got fire that comes out of the front of the stage.....and then me and bro swore we could feel the heattt!! hahah

but seriously its soo damn coool and funny lor!! well...ok...not THAT funny....but still quite funny....hehheheheehehehe

well today we had a geog testt and then i studied soo much and then in the end......we had an opened book testt wahhlauuu!! but its still easy i wrote alot thoughhhh ALOTT!

now i have to study for the science test!! I NEED A 6!! IF NOT I DIEE!!! i wan a 6!!! hehehehehhe but then i must do well for other subjects too!!!hehe!! YAY GOING BACK TO STNICKSS ON THE 25TH OF MAY!!!! ONE DAY B4 MY BDAE!! HAHAH YAYSSS!! ANTHEA ROSE CHONG U BETTER COME ARHH!!!! and then on tues i might be goin to patsons to visit!!...eventhough i didnt like it but...yar...haha me and nicole going!!

today like art it soo fun!!! we did textured paints again!! and then my book is going to be called....'THE FISH THAT WENT AROUND THE WORLD' i wanted it to be 'THE LITTLE FISHY THAT WENT AROUND THE WORLD' but then got not enough space to add little!! DARNN!!

so science we learned how to use the vernier caliper!! WE COULD KILL SUMONE WITH IT!!!! ITS SOO COOL!! I COMMITTED SUICIDE WITH IT!! HAHAHAHHA

well i gotta go now....maid bugging me to eat dinner!! hahah well me go now...buaii

woohooo tomoro have musical rehersall!! its going to be soo funn!!!! heheheh

yayness sleeping over at mari's house on thurs!! yayss!! hahahh its going to be uber uber furnn!!!!!

"life is like a song, it goes smoothly and goes out of tune it indicates a bad point in your life, you are the composer, choose the right path, choose the right notes."

in school!!!

2007-03-28T16:28:00.000+08:00

hihhihii im in school now!!! have to wait for bus which comes at 5 and leaves at 5.30 soo sadddd
but at least got friends to stay with me so yayness!!

so like bored so play wib laptop and then looking through the lyrics for the musical which we just got today! so saddd stage chorus is like in only like 6 songs out of 19!!! soo saddd right!!!

but im still happy that im in the musical well its better than nothing

mr west is going to offer pizza!!!!! but we have to go for rehersal on 23rd-24th of june and its on a sat and sun!! but we have pizza!!! yay!!!

well got one darn song its we have to memorise soo many colours!! ALOT ALOT OF COLOURS!

JOSEPH AND THE TECHNI-COLOURED DREAM COAT IS GOING TO ROCK!!!!!!
i hope......

heheheheheh

so now i think im slacking alot....im not doing hmwrk and im scared that it would affect my grades......I DO NOT WANT A 4!!!! if not i wouldnt be able to get another VHC then i would be real sad sad sad!!!

well tomoro got swimming and i cant go!!! no!!!!!!!!!! cause of my freaking rash! i just found out that im allergic to camgestic......which is a muscle relaxer which i took like the last last night and then the next morning rash appeared and oso damn painful!! so now i cant go swimming....no!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well i hope it wouldnt be boring just watching.....wad am i saying?!??!?!? of course it would be boring!!!!!

DAMMIT!!!! MSN IS BEING FREAKING IDIOTIC!!! I CANT SIGN IN!!!! FREAK LARRRR
die die die die ie die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die

oh wellssss i just have to wait till i got home to use msn.....so saddd!!!

so now lemme introduce you to

THE CHOCO FWENS!!!
which consists of...
Leanne = white chocolate
Claire = milk chocolate
Lily = dark chocolate
THE CHOCO FWENS!!!

if its not that it'll be called lilcoobea
Lily
Cookie
Bear
which sounds pretty weirdddd
this was suggested by claire

if not it would have been fbc
Flower
Bear
Cookie
heheh sounds like fbt the shorts ahaha
this was suggested by me!! hahahah ehehehe

well i like choco fwens the best!!! hehehehehe
HIHI CHOCO FWENSSS!!!!! heheheheheh

MII <33333333333333333 CHOCOFWENS, TRIPPIES, ANNS!!! WEEEEE HAHAHAHH WEEEEEEE HAHAHAHAHAH

MII LURV LURV LURV LURV LURV LURV U GUYSS!!!!!!!!!

O.o i oso wrote like a 9 cookie quotes!!! YESTERDAY!! its not about cookies!!! its about life and friends and stuff if u wanna read it.....u can find me in school :D or at home....cause my quotes are in my pink filee heheheheh

so here is one of my cookie quotes :D COPYRIGHTED!! haha it might be edited as i think of better things to write hehe

"With so little time in life its best to live it to the fullest."

maybe...just maybe

2007-03-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

maybe, just maybe i should not have come
maybe, just maybe i should not have stayed
maybe, just maybe i should not have accepted

should i have come or should i have stayed....
with these past few weeks i have found out that my true place should not have been with you guys
or maybe it is
would i have changed your life?
would i have helped you in anything?
i don't think so
i could not have helped i just destroy
it isn't on purpose but its the this thing i am
this is me
useless, unloved, unwanted, incapable

want to be my friend?
do not even think about it unless you want your life to suck
that's me i make people's life suck
i suck

want to ask me for advise?
i cant keep a secret to save my life
i cant help in anything
i am useless

some of you might think that im always high and hyper
you guys are wrong
it's just a cover up.
if you were to go inside my head, you would see
that i feel guilty almost every time i speak,
being afraid of what to say is the worst..
cause i just shouldn't say anything

think im smart?
u are in the dark
i cant even be smart enough to save my life
i just have a hollow head with no thoughts

i do like being surround by people if you do not know..
but its just that if you hang around me too much,
i might just slowly ruin your lives.

should i have just stayed were i was?
in all my shy, quiet and failure glory

thanks for being friends with me guys
thanx gwyn, zong, tim, lily, sojung
thanx for being caring but i durno...i just felt that i could have done more to help you guys but i cant anymore...... i just cant...

i still do not think i should have gone...
i think i should have just suffered through neighbourhood schools...
get it over with and hate my life everyday...

i should not have even existed
i am sure that people's life on earth would have been much much better if not excellent...

"should i stay or leave? i just cant believe i could cause this much damage in such a short time"

swimsuitt

2007-03-21T20:03:00.000+08:00

ahhhh tomoro got P.E!!!

itss swimming!!! yay!!!!!!

one thing only i dun wan ppl to see mii in my swimsuit!!

ok so now im goin to sound like a bimbo so bare with me pueaseee (im really not a bimbo really i just feel like sayin it)

i dun like ppl to see mii in my swimsuit because :
1) my rashes i hope it clears by tomoro if not i would look real weirdd
2) i have big and fat fat fat thighs
3) i have big big arms too
4) and i am fat with my tummy stickin out

so those are the reasons i dun like swimmin

i mean at home condo nobody really noes me and so i dun really bother about that but like in school like hello everyone noes u and its like real real scary and embarassin. so thats the thing that is makin my heart go badumbadumbadumbadumbadum and not the usual ba dum ba dum ba dum....

and i think i lost my appitete cause my heart was like beatin so fast and my tummy gort this tingly feelin so i din eat further... :D

oh yay today was the first ever rehersal for stage chorus for the musical!! and wahh POTIPHAR was like soo difficult to sing at the last 2 verses wahhh we have to go like soo high lor and my throat like pain liao......but all in all it was fun :D

after rehersal me and winnie went to the foyer to wait for winnie's mummy and so we just practised.....and then saw my bus finally comin to school and so i stayed with winnie and then katherina joined us and then we practised then she went outside to wait for her mum...and then i stayed with winnie till like about 5.20? and then went to the bus still practisin....

and then its like i was practisin and then this idiotic guy (whose name ish censored) in my bus and then its like wahlau eh ur voice can kill me lor u ****ing b**** shuddup lar!

idiot lor! like he can sing any better! the tune was like real high lor!
and he is like not those kinds of popular gangster rude guy lor he is like this freakin short and like nerdy lookin

at first like i thought he was nice and nobody hangs out with him so i took pity on him....wahlau now i noe why nobody likes him lor! he is like so irritatin and he is so stuck up and selfish and really hot tempered! i hate him now lor! i would never ever pity him anymore lor

ok so now back to swimmin!! i happy swimmin tomoro i actually had to convince my mum to let me swim cause my ezema and is like all over my body like my pitirhysis rosea last year which took me like 4 months to clear and then it finally cleared then it returned again!! gahhhh!!!!! no likey!!!!! but then she said yes!! yayness!!!!

i just wished i werent so fattt oh wellsss at least im not unfit like one prata i noe... :D hehehehe

zong!!!!YOU ARE NOT TALENTLESS!!!!! you are weird though haha but u still is not talentless!! you just wait it will come to you sooner or later!!! waitt!!! no keep givin excuses that wad u are is just out of work and that other ppl are better than u....ok? so u raspberrymunkayy must no think u are talentless!!

"whats done is done wads left is what we need to find out sooner or later"

yay school again!!!! XP

2007-03-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh freakin blogger!!!!!!!! i posted like sooo much and then the stupid thingy didnt accept!! ahhhhh!!!! calm calm......hmmm.....

ok so now im like freakin pissed but i'll get through it ok...

so school started liao yay!!! so today had art (yay!) so we are doin textured stuff now(no yay) i wan sketchin!!!!! i wan i wan i wan!!!!!

dongbangshinki's faces are difficult to draw!! but hey gwynnie u are slowly turnin me into a dongbang fan!! and hehe i noe all their namess!!! yunho,junsu,jaejoong,changmin and yoochun hehehehehehehehe

okok so it seems like the floorball ball (?) likes zong too much heheheheheheh always likes to hit him hahahahhahhahahh!!! u gort baluku anot?hehhehe
gwynnieeeeee ish maddie today!!!!! and soo ishh miii!!! heheh wait...im maddie everyday!!! so .....hehehehhehehhe ok....

"would u give me a chance to live? i have already gone through too much to let u push me around....please...just...stop it.."

drawin ppl ish vebi vebi hard work u noe!

2007-03-17T16:36:00.000+08:00

urghhhh urgghhh urghhhhh urghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im getting pissed with drawing ppl!!! ok....ok....calm calm calm.......ok....so first is the fingers......took me awhile but finally got it now im on the hair.....ITS DAMN DAMN DIFFICULT!!!!! urgh!!!!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sowwi not for widdle ones to see or read.....

well its not that i dun like the band....i just dun like drawing their hair.... i feel like stop drawing it already...but since i volunteered to draw im goin to continue....eventhough it might not look as expected....so dun expect too much!!!

maybe next time i shall just stick to one person with neat hair.......and drawin simple things like fruits or pictures of ppl's eyes and nose covered......

oh well life goes on from there.....eventhough this experience is goin to help me with my drawin oh wells.........

"even if u miss a step life goes on......just continue with the whole routine......and if it goes well no one would even notice u missed a step."

soo look im bloggin!

2007-03-17T01:01:00.000+08:00

so harloo everybody!! this holiday is uber uber borin!! there is nothin to do except hmwrk...which by the way i didnt do XD

well got my hair cut on sunday, i have like a short fringe and my back i layered and lightened....

i have been drawin alot lately.....first i drew zong's dp of himself....and then now im drawin gwyn her dbsk guyss....which might i say is quite challenging i usually draw one person and it is already quite a challenge...now im drawin 5!!!!! oh well...i like challenges....especially drawin challenges!! and then tash is also askin me to draw a pic of her so i will do that after i am done with the db one....

and again...THIS HOLIDAYS IS BORIN!!!!!

I WANT SCHOOL TO START AGAIN!!!
leanne did u just say that?
yes leanne u did...

^
^
SEE WAD IT HAS MADE ME BECOME! hhahahahhaa im a random random person......

i am not high and random all the time....i was damn freakin pissed this afternoon...details are enclosed..but gwynnie u noe right? :D

so here are some peekturees hahah cool new wordd hehe...comment puease!!! heheeh

mii frontyy

mii backy :D

my new haircut!!! short short fringe!! mii likey likey!!

so here is the drawin of gwynnie's db guys..its a workin progress.....might be done next week :P

zong's "portrait"....eventhough i made his chin too sharp and i forgot the 'beanie' or so he calls it....and i dun have the original pic hehehe he no give

a neoprint mii and mari took one out day out together!! its my favv actually got more but i just put one heheeh

so now i shall try and end all of my posts with quotes that i just randomly come up with....ok? hahhaha
so here it goes...

"as hard as i try to get out if this black hole of yours......you always find a way to suck me back in"

to be lazy or not to be...u be the judge XD

2007-03-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

ehhh i lazy to blog but then oso nort lazy to blogg so now im blogging wierrddd ....smileyyysss
picturess wierd ones burtt farnnn

woopsyy wad did i do??

puff for the mic!!

would be lollipop robber?? me?

puffed stamp

headline! headline! wackosss on the loosee

hii 5!!

mii and lilly!!!!

lily mii and clairee!!!

edgggeyy coooo!!!

smillessss

emmbossy:]]

wierddd

farrnnnn

ssmillleesssss

omgg!! he is invisiblee!!!

headlines big mouthss on the loosee

leave me alone im on a very important business call...no commentss

wierdddo???

coo look at our teeth!

peektures after peekturess

2007-03-03T11:48:00.000+08:00

weee yesterday stayed back after school as always so went to the library do hmwrk then later winnie and sarah came along...so took pics!! but then sarah had to leave so left me and winnie so we took more photos!! :D

look winnie!! ahhh

do we look emo??

OMG!! a phone!!

look we are puffed up!

awww we saddd...

ahhh!!!! mii screamin!!!

mii shoot you!!

smiles!! sarah, winnie and mii!!!!

tongue!! twisss!!!! wasssup!!

tonguess!!! smilee!!

well thats about it :D so sad claire had cca if not could have take pics with her!! :( oh well....bb!! oh and.....zong u ebil ebil munkayyy!! u dun gimmie cheese fries!! ebill!! (this is abit late but i like blaming him!! :D) and oso go steal my emoticon!! ebil ebil munkayy!! oh well... nvm..... :D i go now.. :D kk bb

casual dress day...STRIPESS

2007-03-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

OMG i totally forgot to tell u guys about casual dress day!!it was on wed... it was soo cool!! soo COLOURFULL!! i only got 2 pics though....soo sad...oh well....my class everyone except 2 ppl wore their own clothes!! this are the 2 pics!

mii and natasha!! STRIPESS RULE!!! :D

my class girls execpt for three ppl sorri!! well here we go..

top: natasha, me!, gwyn

bottom : sarah

well thats all i gotta go for dinner now!!! bb

the PEFORMANCE.....dance dance

2007-03-01T13:32:00.000+08:00

OMGG!!! TODAY IS FOUNDERS DAY!!! IT WAS SOO COO!!! WE HAD TO PERFORM!! AND LIKE I WAS SOO NERVOUS AND THEN IT WAS LIKE SOOO FUNN IN THE END!! BUT HAD ON LOTS AND LOTS OF MAKEUP! THEN NOW I LOOK LIKE GOTH!! HAHA!! SMILESSS!! THEN WE DID NOT ATTEND THE WHOLE FORMAL PERFORMANCE...BUT ALL IN ALLL IT WAS SOO FUNN!! I CANT WAIT TILL OUR NEXT PERFRMANCE!!!! IT WILL BE LIKE SOO FARNN LORR!!! :]] OO LOOK AT ME!!
THE DAMN EYELINER WOUDNT COME OFF SO I WAS LIKE STUCK WITH EYELINER UNTIL 1 WHEN MY MUMMY CAME...IT WAS WIERD HAVING MAKEUP INFRONT OF TONS OF PPL ...OH WELL ITS OVER NOW...SO IM GONNA GO NOW!! CYAAA

test arhh test.....invisible mee

2007-02-25T21:37:00.000+08:00

wahlau test after test after test these next few weeks...they dun call it exxams cause they say we get hysterical and scream....so all the teacher has to say is exams and the class ppl would start to sream!! :D fun!! so im goin to fail every single test eventhough i got 'very-highly commented' for effort grade but wad does effort grade help....it doesnt! i am just dumb very very dumb and that is why i did soo badly for PSLE......i cant believe i am soo dumb...i dun even deserve to be in acs...im just givin it a bad name if i was in the school..

now on another subject.....

im invisible....in school and every where else....i wish i never even existed....if i were to die tomoro i dun even think anyone would notice...no one ever notices me....the only time ppl notice me is when they want to ask me about my friends.....for some reason i always end up with the wrong friends...the populars when i dun even noe it....and i am always in the shadows.....the only time when i made the right decisions in friends was last year.....none of these problems arroused last year.....i wished i never grew up....i mean i dun hate my this year class....but i just miss sixgraceohsix soo much......in there, there would not be any friendship problems....everyone is friends with everyone and there are to enemies...ok maybe one or two but it was a great class!...and in this class im invisible and no one likes me im sure...so why do i bother? oh well nvm i just have to leave with it for a whole year...i gotta go and kill myself now..cya

my school uni!!

2007-02-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

oo i forgot to show u my new uniform!!! lookie it's pretty!! :D well today we were let of early!! WEEEE!! we were let off at 1.30 and so me and my classmates went to Holland v and ate BK..it was soo funny...stupid alex go and suggest a stupid game...it was soo disgusting!!! we were supposed to guess a specific number that sumone has thought of...and so if u get it correct u have to drink this disgusting concoction...u wanna noe wad alex and zongxi put init? they put in coke, BBQ sauce,TISSUE PAPER,chilli sauce,tomato sauce, FRIES, and sprite...DISGUSTING RIGHT??!?!?!?! and i had to drink it 2 times!! and the most disgusting thing is that the guys actually thought it tasted nice!!! GROSSSSSSS!!! they were fighting over it!!! yuck yuck yuck...it tasted like BBQ sauce!! ewwwwwwwwwww...then wewalked back to school and decided to trick one of my other classmate into drinkin the thing cause we did not finish it....but in the end he did not drink it!!! NO FAIR! then we all very bored so we went to the field and started to play around...sarah was laying on the grass and the guys were doin sumthing stupid...and then we got bored again...so we decided to go to the library to find a book to do a presentation for english...and we chose SHAKESPHERE!! we are goin to do julius casear!! and my friend wanted to do sumthing evil so we thought i am goin to be casear and she will be the person killin me!! and we are goin to make it into more singlish than all that olden day language...so it is goin to be soo funny!! kk gotta go do homework now...bb!!!

the changee

2007-02-04T19:17:00.000+08:00

hi everyone!! im goin to be ultra quiet in school tomoro!! surprising aint it? i dunno why.... i just feel like bein real quiet on monday..... oh well....sarah i wont be helpin u with the guys tomoro... i'll just be at the side doodling....

2007-01-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

ok....im damn emo today...and pissed...and i also feel dead.... i also dunno why...i was hyper and happy then when it was like 9 it all just became dark and cold and just sad.....i also dunno why....i used to be able to stay up unil 1 and still be super hyper.....but now slowly i am becoming emo.....i think its puberty or maybe just this problem i am having with my friend.....i am not sure...but it is really makin me emo pissed and dead.... hope this doesnt happen again......maybe im just tired.... for some reason....i have a grudge and it might only go off when its like.......a few hours....our maybe a day....i still have a grudge...from like...a few years back.....but i hope this passes....cause i seriously will not do well in school when i am angry..... well im goin to sleep now....hope i am hyper at 8.30am again...if not....im goin to be dead...

2007-01-21T16:53:00.000+08:00

weeee i finally changed my skin!!! haha that took long!!! but at least those people who cant access the other parts of the blog with the previous skin can read it properly now. and it is not soo like blackkk... I LOVE FAShION!! it rulezz... but oh well...WEEEE im goin back to stnicks on THURSSSS weeeeee sooo happyy!!!

2007-01-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

two weeks into school.....love it like my room.....the boys drool.....four girls rule.....and we will rule..... hehe!! cool like a fool being a stool!!! haha rhyming rules...well i got my own lappy!!! weeeee...... but it was my mum's old one and she bought a new one!!! no fair!! but oh well...its good enuf..well i made new friends!! and i almost thought that i wouldnt but i did!! claps for meee!!! *clap clap* well......i am also happy cause holland V is like a 5 minute walk from school!! oh well....now im goin to decorate mii lappy!!! bb!!

2007-01-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

HIYA!!! woah its been ages sinced i last posted!!! well im super duper lazy......... oh well lookie!!!!! ITS 2007!!! and its 3 more days to school!!! and im afraid that i wont be able to wake up....the earliest i've woke up is 9 am ....and i cant sleep early!! i have been sleeping at 1 or even 2 during my BBQ sara, YZ, mariann and lesley slept over and we slept at 5 but mariann slept earlier.....she goes cukoo after 12 so i think it was good that she slept earlier.....well im goin to sleep must practice!!! but lucky next year ... oops i mean in 3 days.....i can wake up later!!! weeeeee cause school starts at 8.30 but i take school bus so the bus comes at 7.....no fair....if mummy could send me i can wake up at 8....but oh well.....take it or leave so...i'd rather go to school that early than making my mummy sleepy.....see im soooo guai...hehe......cough cough.......oh well im goin to sleep now....bb!!! and

.:*!HaPpY nEw YeAr!*:.

2006-11-27T13:40:00.000+08:00

OMGOSSSHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i am damn excited for next year!!!!! ahhhhh like OMGOSSSSSSSSSSH!!!! im goin to ACS INTERNATIONAL!!!! ahhhhhh im freakin excited!!!!! woooooohooooo!!!!!!!! ok.....mii go now!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2006-11-23T11:06:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!! today is the day!!!! AHHHHHHH! not good.... it is result day....the day i have dreaded for practically my whole primary school life!!! and then it is here today.......and in a matter of hours....i am gonna get my results!!!!! not good not good not good!!! ARGGHHHHH THE @!@!#$%#!#$$#%!!*^&*%^!#%#%!#%!!! *sigh* all betta....oh well...im goin to die now......will update later.....when i get my results and go home.....just hope i am not dead by then....if i havent post by 5pm today........that means im dead or it means im out celebrating...... but most likely dead...
okies mii goin now!!! bye!!!!

2006-11-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

yo!! im completely and utterly bored....there's totally nothin to do!!! like.i can go downstairs cause like most of the time my neighbours arent home....and whne they are...its either..its raining or im just lazy.oh well im goin to slowly die....so...cya

2006-11-10T21:17:00.000+08:00

this is the class after the graduation practice...(not all)
the class at the class party well at least most of them...
SIXGRACEOHSIX WILL LIVE ON FOREVER!!!!!!!!
once a sixgracian always a sixgracian
LIKE OMG!!!!! i am done with primary school!!!!! i am not a kid anymore....and like i am leaving all my friends in p6!!!! I GONNA MISS EVERYONE!!! like i cried sooo much!!! and like the tears that the whole class cried out could make a river.... *sigh* i am gonna miss everyone in my primary six class!!! u guys rock!!!! i dunno wanna leave u guys!!! i hope that the ppl in sixgrace will always be friends forever.....

2006-11-02T17:15:00.000+08:00

ooppies!!! neva post for long long long time!!!!! hihi this week was grueling!!!!! practice practice practic!!!! over and over again!!!! tiring as hell!!!!! anyway i have to go soon so.....BB

2006-10-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

harlo ppl! seems like ppl are complaining i have not posted...so....here is the post....TADA!! hahas...lame ok....this week was fun!! monday-thursday was tiring but fun....we practiced and we finished our graduation dance!!!!!! yipees!!!! but sad cause we would be leaving all of our dear dear friends and leaving for sec school....I DUN WANNA LEAVE MY FRIENDS!!!! it was a great year and it went by sooooooo fast....it was like chinese new year was yesterday!!! amazing!! and I CUT MII HAIR YESTERDAY!!! it is sooooo different now.....i kinda got a fringe and like mii hair is thin...i lightened it..and the amount of hair that went down was like OMGOSHHHH it is soooooo much!!! and my hair cut is the most expensive of mii family..well i gotta go......CYA!!!

2006-10-14T12:24:00.000+08:00

HIHI!!!!! well....PSLE is over!!!!!! YIPPIES!!! then now we are practising for graduation!!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!! but it is also bad cause i am aching all over!!!!!!!!!!!! PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!!! WELL SUFFER FOR GRADUATION...IT BETTER PAY OFF!!!! and my family should come...

2006-10-10T11:02:00.000+08:00

hihi!!!! sorri i never post forr soooo long!!!!! i was having PSLE!!! but now....ITS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!! well...

UPDATES:
ENGLISH: okok lar....
CHINESE: quite easy!!
MATH : quite difficult!!! :(
SCIENCE : okok lar...

well thats all for today.....gonna laze around the house today !!!! maybe play some basketball or soccer or tennis today....i'll see first!!! ARRIVERDERCI!!!!

2006-10-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH PSLE is in 3 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am soooo gonna die lor!!!! but my mum made it clear that stnicks is a SAP school and so our papers are more difficult and so for PSLE i might be able to score as high as my brother...i hope well i gotta run...i goin to mii neighbour's house to study.. so cya... :(

2006-09-27T20:26:00.001+08:00

HARLO!!! sorri i neva post for quite a while....AHHHHHH PSLE IS IN A WEEK!!! HELLLLPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 MII GONNA DIEEEEE!!!!1 CAN ANYONE KILL ME,SHOOT ME,STAB ME...OR ANYTHING PLEASE!!!! I GOTTA GO STUDY NOW DARN!!!!! BB!!!

2006-09-22T19:47:00.000+08:00

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHH i am sick of that word!!! every single day i have tuition but not on sunday...but even then...i got to do ASSESSMENTS ASSESSMENTS ASSESSMENTS!
kill me why dont u..i think i am gonna stay back in school next year.....maybe....i am gonna do ultra ultra badly for science(not on purposed durh!) i did so badly for chinese...english...science...math i did very very good!!! in my eyes at least..i improved by a mega lot!!!!! YAY FOR ME!!!! *claps claps claps* I DUN WANNA STUDY ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just wanna DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah!!!!!!!!!!!! :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( mii soo sad!!!!!! mii crying in mii room!!! i wanna pass ! i wanna beat my bro and if i want to..i have to get at least 2 A* and 1 A and 1 B and then i might be able to get the same marks as my bro or maybe betta....I HATE MY BRO(not really) but i wanna beat my bro soo bad!! cause i have to live up to his name!!!! and i possibly cant beat him for 'O' levels!!! he had 7 A1's!!! kill me please!!! i really dont like my brother nowadays!!! he sucks !!! why must he study soooo much!!!! i hate him!!! my mum says she does not need me to get higher than him...but i can tell she definately wants me to.....she hints soo much!!!! darn brother!!!!!why must he be soo smart!!!! and fit and 'such a gentleman' yucks!!!!!!!!! i hate him! and clearly at this point my parents likes my brother more...

2006-09-20T18:12:00.000+08:00

hihi ppl!!!! sorri never post for some time arh....nvm..well i got back all my papers except for science section B o well i have come to a conclusion that i might just kill myself in a matter of days....wanna noe why??? well...i had about 15 careless mistakes for math which i could have almost gotten A*!!!!! and english i did soo badly that i went home to cry my hearts out...(not true) and even worst...i almost failed chinese!!! i mean it is not my fault...everyone said section A was more difficult than prelim 1!!! I am not the only one who did badly for section A ok... my section A pulled me down!!!! i could have gotten an A!!!!!!!! AND PSLE IS IN 2 WEEKS!!!! 2 WEEKS!!!! HELPPPPP MEEEEE!!well i gotta go now.....bye!!!!
*dying away slowly with every ounce of humanity riped away from my soul.... * i have no clue wad that means but it just popped into my head....BYEEEEE

2006-09-16T14:53:00.000+08:00

HARLO!!! sorri neva post yesterday...i was out the whole day!!!! not really i was home for a while but not long enough to turn on the comp.well yesterday was the PSLE Listening Compre and it was EASY!!!! i hope i can get at least one wrong for chinese and all correct for english!! HOPE!!! so.....im bored now..like nobody online one.....i go watch TV now...BYE!!!!!

EXAMS

2006-09-14T15:30:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!!!!!! last day of exams!!!!! yar right!!! there is still PSLE listening compre tomoro!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and the only cool thing about PSLE is that the OAS has our name printed on it!! ain't that the only cool thing?? ok...maybe not...ok fine there is nothing cool about PSLE...great.....another 2 weeks and 6 days to PSLE!!!!!! i am freakin out right now!!!!ok..maybe not..cause if i was..i wont be on the comp..but i am!!! YAY!!!! I DUN LIKE SCIENCE!! i ammm sooo gonna fail for science!!!oh man!!! and then to day we got back the paper with our marks for prelim1 and i did sooo badly!!!! i got all B's!!!!! wah!!!! and i wanna get 2 A* and two or one A's ahhhh!!!!!! KILL MEE!!!!! anyway i gotta go dig my ears now!! hehe!! wad?! tomoro got listening compre...i got to be able to HEAR the words at least...and i got the unlucky seat...the seat right beside the door with all the sounds...soo..digging time!!!!! BYYYEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXAMS

2006-09-13T11:42:00.000+08:00

HIII PPL!!! and welcome to another addition of leanne's exam week!!! today we are gonna talk about te chinese paper....oooooooo.....so todae was the chinese paper...and so i thought that...hey it could be easier..cause all the other papers so far was easier than the 1st prelim... so..i was quite...QUITE...confident but when the teacher told us we could start....*evil music....hahaha* the words were like alien to me...I DID NOT UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!! so i panicked....durh who wont....so i did the paper and usually i would wear my jacket the the whole time i was in school...but this time i was soo scared that i started to feel uncomfortable and itchy... my moisterizer was not working like it usually does and started to perspire...THAT was how scared i was.....and i had to suffer!! so that was how my paper went... think u know how i felt about the paper so....DUN ASK ME!!!!!!!!! okie...now i gotta go!! for english tuition...which sucks cause tomoro is science so i should have science tuition but NOOOOOOO i have to go for english cause is very ex...but luckily i like it...my teacher is super funnii..soo BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

2006-09-12T12:58:00.000+08:00

HARLO!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH!!!!sorri about the last post being too tiny to read....today was the math paper...and u noe wad....i think i might...MIGHT...get higher than the last prelim.well at least this time i did ALL the question and was still able to check every single question step by step...AINT THAT GREAT?!?!?!?!?!?! well tomoro is the chinese paper and i think i will do badly...VERY VERY VERY badly..i hope tomoro's paper will be easier than the last prelim...so do u want me to tell you wad i have done today?? no?? well let me tell you!!!this morning i woke up at 6.12 as usual then i washed up and changed and then went out to my dinning room and sat down to take this oh so disgusting disgusting gunk which looks like honey...but honey aint that disgusting!!!!and then i went out the door and went downstairs to the carpark of my house...(condo) got into the car ans fell asleep on my way to school...then i reached school..crossed the road then went to class then sat down at my desk and then did some math test papers then a teacher came in then...I DIED A HORRIBLE DEATH!!!haha nh not really.. my stories are boring so i decided to..how you say it....SPICE IT UP...nah...im bored.....i go now....BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

exams

2006-09-11T11:21:00.000+08:00

HARLO!! ahhhhhh today just finished the english prelim paper 2..... the paper okok lar...i mean got a few...ok strike that.. go ALOT of questions i have no clue about...soooo tomoro is math and my mum has cramped in extra math lesson today! ahhhhh i dun wanna go!!!!!!!!i wanna stay home and enjoy being able to come home early!!! but it seems i cant!! wahh!!!!!!:( no fair!!!!! i dun like math!!!!!!!!!!!! SAVE ME!! nut on the plus side.... I GET TO EAT MACDONALDS!!!!!!!!!YAY!!!! oh and yesterday i watch the documentary on 9/11 it was soo freaky and some of the ppl there were soo stupid!!! an explosion just happened at the north tower... and over the PA of the south tower they said they gotta go back to their offices....then one guys was at his office and he was talking on the phone and then he was facing the statue of liberty and then the plane was flying right into the floor he was on!!! and then he went under the table and then the plane crashed into his floor and instead of dyin.... he actually survived!!!! how amazing is that!! but he was buried in debris so he shouted for help..and then one guy from the upper floors was rushing down the stairs but he saw ppl running up instead and he insisted ppl to go down but they said it was too dangerous goin downstairs so instead they all went up but in the end they all died and he survived....aint that cool!!! it was only part one i am soo ready for part 2!!!!!it is soo COOL!!!!if you wanna watch is there is an encore today on channel 5 at 1 and 12 midnight...(you ppl wont be able to watch!!!) hahahahahahahahahaha! ok evilness over!!! RAWK ON!!i am crazy!!! WOOT WOOT!!!

harlo!

2006-09-10T12:50:00.000+08:00

HARLO!!!! YAY I SOLVED MY POSTING PROBLEM!!! YAY! soooo i hope u ppl who comes and visits my blog... please please please tag!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH prelims are tomoro and PSLE is like 3 weeks and 3 days time!! ahhhh times flies sooo fast! soon we will be graduating i am sooo sad!! we will be leaving all of our good good fwens!! wahhhhh!!!!*sniff* so try to treasure the time u have with your fwens now cause we might never see them again!! wahhh!!!!!!*snif sniff*i dun wanna leave mii fwens!!! this year my class is the best out of all the years i have been in primary school and i have been to two schools and i never regretted going to st nicholas.. thanx people from 6 grace for making my life in st nicks end with a great year..THANX!!!

2006-09-10T10:43:00.000+08:00

hi ppl!!! i just redid my blog!! i previously deleted it cause i had sooooooooo much problems with posting..but now i think i will be able to post properly!! hopefully